A woman, back to pillar
Cross-legged holds
Her baby in her lap
Holds out her hand
As Jupiter happens to approach
Overwhelmed by the pity
He felt he should feel
He tips to her and
Dumps a shower of gold coins
So many the baby is buried
In the small Roman coins
They fit in his ears
And fill his mouth
And he is suffocated
–
She looks up and Jupiter
Has vanished
Having given her the gift
Of suffering
–
An angel, nearby, waiting
Astonished, furious
Leans around the stainless steel column
And drops a single life
Into her lap
–
To the woman holding
Her tear-wet, gold-smelling
Hands up the world
Seems unendingly cruel
Her hands seem enormous
And are flushed red
Holding now the renewed baby
Her ears are howling
–
Athena, wrapped in her coat
Of light descends the burning
Step!
Calms the woman’s ears!
Blinds her to grief
Blinds her to everything-
Stops her nose from smelling
Her mind from remembering
And makes her into a child
And lifts her to heaven!
Leaving in a pile of gold
Coins a child, not hers
The two speak together
“Someone else’s”
–
All that pass by take coins
Removing them from his mouth
And his eyes
Till he lays a totem
A shield forgotten in the shed
Against remembrance
A burnt corded thing
A branch fallen
–
But he kindled to himself
Slowly-
Growing into his own speech
The many-mothered
Harried-minded boy
His voice the sound of sticks
Breaking in the woods
–
He bedded on greasy cardboard
Lain away from the sun
Until he struggled from
His netting
And grew plump in the light
As grapes might
–
Athena guided his hand
Working tongue out
On his resume
In the shade of his rooms
She washed her tits
And hummed to him
To calm his anger
–
Years passed…
On the day he was set to die
Before he could get in
And close the door he dissolved
Into a pile of coins
Nickels now
–
With a flash and a shout
His mother appeared! descending
And bending to him took
It all- checking his pockets
For every piece
She scooped them in her apron
As she turned, kicking up a heel
And threw back her head
In a laugh
Grabbing the hand of someone
A man, only shadow
But for his beard a darker
Shadow – and disspeared again
–
Athena from behind the door
Steps mincingly
Pleased at her success
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